The world likes to teach us that having doubts is a sign that something is not right in this situation. Or, if it is about doubts about the relationship, then you need to be cautious and not rush to fall in love or get married.

Even in TV golden news film drama, we see that having doubts should mean that possibly someone is “up to no good” and does not deserve our attention.

We hardly see that having doubts is a sign that tells us to search deeper within ourselves.

In a series of previous articles (which I have linked together) I talked about the woman of Croatia, called Nakita, writing me in a Ohio Prison inviting me to participate in a World Mindfulness Meditation for World Peace, which will take place on December 22, 2010 at 9:30 PM.

I participated from my bunk in the often violent noise of the cell block. I must say that I certainly had doubts about the validity of this event, a scam or some kind of joke I think.

I threw up the idea of ​​my relationship doubts with this woman, since I had never met her before, she writes to me out of nowhere, and “I’m supposed to trust her” were more disturbing thoughts.

I wondered, “Was the new relationship with Nakita Was he having doubts? “

or was it something else?

That was until I heard a few words in a conversation from other inmates that I had taken as a sign from the universe, or, we could say, the Holy Spirit, that this must be a real live event.

Why was I making judgments and having my doubts?

Even with these good-minded thoughts and the warning sign of the Holy Spirit, or Karma, as I mentioned in a previous article, I once again regressed to vigilant questioning in my mind and doubts.

This time it was about time zones around the world.

Why was there Nakita I scheduled this “meeting of minds” for 9:30 pm ET, which one was very convenient for me?

Once again, a positive and righteous thought entered my mind, suggesting that perhaps Nakita He was not the organizer of this event. It was quite possible that it had been organized by, say, an individual or a group in the Far East, or even Australia.

She never said that she was the creator, so why was I clinging to that idea?

My doubts turned more to confidence when it dawned on me like bright rays of sunlight breaking through the cloud cover: Why should I be so concerned about all of this anyway? It didn’t really matter who the organizer was or what time it happened.

Feelings of inner peace

With that enduring and peaceful thought, I remembered a lesson in A course in miracles teaching that, “Time was only real in the use of the Holy Spirit,” and he was using it for this event.

He urged myself to simply stop having doubts and any negative mind attempts to intrude on my thought process about this mindfulness meditation event, and I proceeded to set my gaze on the inner peace I was feeling in general over the complete idea. .

Any wrong thinking or having doubts of the ego would only block the spread of the thoughts of others, regardless of how many minds were involved in this mindfulness meditation.

It would block my joy as well, which was really important here to me. Another thought struck me: if my own joy were blocked, then I would be perceived as unsatisfied.

I kept realizing that this was a necessary emotion for me, there, deep in the prison rabbit hole, one that would give me a sense of accomplishment and completion, and most of all, fulfillment.

What achievement am I talking about?

I’ll let you answer that for yourself, as you contemplate the following passage from A course in miracles:

“The spirit knows that the conscience of all its brothers is included in its own, as it is included in God. The power of all the Sonship and its Creator is, therefore, the very fullness of the spirit, which makes its creations are equally complete and equal in perfection. Ego cannot prevail against a totality that includes God, and any totality must include God. “

We all seem to be cautious when we have fears and doubts, but the most wonderful association we have with each other is being honest enough to share our feelings.

To peace and love in your relationships.

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